Righteous Fools and Flawed Wisemen

Who is righteous?

I have watched and waited.  Years I have spent looking, listening and contemplating.  I have seen multitudes of people, people who claim power, claim abilities, claim gifts.  I have seen people who speak to angels, and many who claim to speak to angels.  I have seen witches, sorcerers, priests, pastors…all who claim the anointing of some power, something that makes them special, something that makes them stand out.  I have seen them make claims of greatness and specialness in the eyes of God.  I have seen hacks, I have seen cons, I have seen charlatans.

I've seen them all.

I've seen many that claim righteousness.  You know them, some of them look at you when you wake in the morning and stare into the mirror.  I have watched them as they lay claim to perfection while denying any weakness or fault.  I have watched them point the finger, and bring down the hammer on those they decry as sinners and "less than".

You know who they are.  Some of you who read this have suffered at their hands.  Some of you have made others suffer at your hands.

Who can truly claim righteousness?

The definition of righteousness is: the quality or state of being just or rightful:

I say this with a loud voice.  I shout it.  I HAVE NOT YET MET A TRULY RIGHTEOUS MAN OR WOMAN!   

Jesus said it…Mark 10:18  “Why do you call me good?” Jesus answered. “No one is good—except God alone."

Was Jesus a righteous man?  By the customs of today's culture he was wrathful and a bastard.  Yes, a bastard, his mother was pregnant with him BEFORE she was married. Mathew 1:18

But God chose him.

Moses, was Moses righteous?

He was a murderer.  He killed an Egyptian and hid his body in the sand.  Exodus 2:12

Moses had faults, weaknesses…Exodus 4:¹⁰ Moses said to the Lord, “Pardon your servant, Lord. I have never been eloquent, neither in the past nor since you have spoken to your servant. I am slow of speech and tongue.”

But God chose him.

I can go on and on, with the Bible alone.

What is my point you ask?

I'm glad you asked.

My point is this…

We have two sets of criteria for deciding who speaks for God.

We have the way God sees it.

We have the way Man sees it.

According to man (man in the sense of the race of man not male, quiet you feminists) the measure of who speaks for God is righteousness.  A man must be perfect, without flaws, eloquent, nicely dressed, successful etc….after all, if the man truly speaks for God then should he not have the favor of God and therefore be MORE than a man?

According to God the measure of who speaks for God is…who God chooses to speak for God.

It is not up to you, me or anyone else who God chooses.  Those who have appointed themselves are not only false, but tools of the ruler of this world.  No I am not speaking of God or even Jesus here.  In the Bible Satan took Jesus to the top of the temple and offered him all the kingdoms of the world if Jesus would only fall down and worship him (Satan)   Jesus said "my kingdom is not of this world".  How would Satan have the authority to offer the world to Jesus unless he was in fact, the ruler.

See those who speak only of their gifts.  Look at those who are arrogant and claim kinship with angels.  Watch those who take upon themselves the mantle of perfection and judgment of others.

And you will be seeing the false.

Do they speak as men?  Do they speak only in elevated language designed to make themselves look educated or holy?

Those who have no fault…are lying.  Those who have no sin are lying.

Those who look down at others do not realize that they are beneath those they judge.

Think I leave myself out of this?  Oh no!  I judge and I look down on people.  Even while I do it I know it is wrong, but cannot stop.

From my studies it is clear that even Archangels have difficulty resisting the lure of flesh while incarnate.  They forget themselves and are tempted.

Do you think you are an Archangel incarnate?  I am sorry for you, for you are deluded and woefully misguided.

I simply do not trust the man or woman who cannot or will not admit to their faults, for they lie.  I do not trust anyone who claims to be an angel in the flesh.

I have met many, like I said.  I have seen many false things and people.

I have also seen the real thing.

The one I trust is honest.  He/she is forthcoming with their faults and weakness.

I have watched a persons face morph while channeling.  I have seen an angel made of light come out of a wall.  I have watched the latest version of Gods book, The Elyon, come into this world.  I have seen more miracles, large and small than I can document or remember.

I have witnessed a true Oracle at work.  I have seen her gift grow and blossom. 

I have seen one touched by the Grace of God.  Not the elite, not the beautiful or rich…but an ordinary man made extraordinary by his love and devotion to God.  Not for glory or fame, but simply because he loves God and wants God to love him back.

Like prophets before him he resisted at first.  He did not feel worthy, did not understand why God would choose someone like him.  He still does not know, and in this life, will likely not know.

The Book calls him scribe.

God chose him, for reasons known only to God.  He does not seek fame, does not even want to be the pen in God's hand.  But he loves God more than himself or anyone else.  He also fears God.

So he marches on, because God asked him to.  And like Jesus, would gladly not drink of this cup, but does because it is God's will.

He will freely tell you that he is not righteous.  Perhaps he should not, maybe he should pretend to be perfect and holy so you will listen better to what he says.  But he can't, the Spirit of God has taught him to be authentic.  When he dies he will face God with the words, "Just as I am oh Lord, just as I am".

This is the example I strive to follow.

I always try to remember this....

For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this is not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.

Superficiality

"The overweight believer has just as much of a chance of obtaining
the highest goals as the underweight believer; and those who are
considered ugly by human standards, in truth, probably have a
better chance of reaching the highest heavens, than those who are
burdened with a vanity that is born of great physical beauty.
Superficial and vain measures of beauty are ungodly standards by
which to judge anyone."

The Elyon : Monologue 61

Over the years I have heard and read many conversations with Spirit.  Some have been in books, some in autowritings, some from the mouths of channelers, and still others have found their way into my mind during meditation and prayer.

It is very very crystal clear that spirits view the physical condition differently than those of us trapped in the mortal form.  This passage is an example of the things I have heard and read.

Now, this can be difficult.  On the level of spirit and intellect, it is easy to see and accept.  I can fully understand what is said and agree with it.  That is, if I do not allow my body, lower self and subconscious chime in on the subject.

Now, ask yourself (in the midst of your self righteousness) if you can truly say that you follow this ideal.  Can you truly (while looking down your nose at others) say that you do not judge others by these superficial measures?

I can find examples of this even in holy writings.  Suffice to say, that this kind of attitude, in truth and totality, is very difficult to hold onto.

Yes, we all have superficial and vain measures that we use to judge others with.  To say otherwise is to fail in your attempt to reach authenticity.

However, this does not mean we cannot work on it...every day.

It has been my experience that people of great wealth and beauty often show a lack (whether small or great) of morality and social skills.  It is people of lesser stature that develop these things.  (exceptions always)  The ugly or simply plain person, is forced to develop depth to their personality and develop skills in dealing with other people.  Those who are poor cannot simply buy friends and influence.  They must work.

I am a person without wealth.  I am a person without any significant measure of physical beauty.

I have compensated by developing what I have.  With the gift that God gave me.

Still, there is that annoying lower standard within...that thing that judges others by appearance.  However, in me it has become warped.  I see a beautiful woman and I automatically think of her as vain, shallow and unfaithful.  I see a handsome man and I see someone who will stab me in the back and in truth, not be bothered to give me the time of day.  I see the rich person and I feel invisible.

I have learned, by way of compensation, to avoid them, to abstain and to strive to be everything that they are not.

Kind of rambling I know.  But sometimes I do not know how I feel until I say it.

Speculations on the nature of God and the Vanities

As always, we spoke of spiritual matters today.  The conversation walked through several subjects and we came up with some ideas that people might find interesting.

Imagine a cockroach.  Give this cockroach a sense of self and an understanding of good and evil (within the limits of its senses of course).

Now to this cockroach, food is good, abundant food is better.  A life without poison, predatory spiders and large squishing feet is a good life.  This cockroach would view something that threatens it's life and health as bad.  Let us say, to the cockroach, this would be conceived of as evil.

To this cockroach, a clean, orderly person, armed with a spray can and large feet, might be seen as evil.  Might be seen as the devil.  Its sister, and brother, times 150, just got sprayed and stepped on.  Oh my!  What kind of being would do this???  How cruel, how evil.

To this cockroach, a slob, someone who drops food, doesn't clean and doesn't use poison, and doesn't step on bugs...is good.  In fact, this person might be seen as God by the cockroach, for all things that make life possible flow from the person.

The cockroach has no concept of diseases that affect humans.  It has no idea that a person might find it's ideal environment disgusting and dangerous.  It may have all sorts of ideas in its little head as to why these things happen.  There could even be atheist cockroaches in the clean persons house, saying things like "how could God let these things happen?"  or perhaps  "I can't believe in a God that would allow/do those things".

Yet, the poison gets sprayed, the boot comes down, the bleach cleans up the mess.  Nothing the cockroaches do or think changes it.

The cockroach does not have the long view that the human has, nor does it understand the consequences of over breeding and messing its environment.

This can be seen as a metaphor for humans and God.  How do we know what God thinks?  How can we say that someone's death, suffering, etc, is evil?  How do we know what God sees?  We see suffering and say "How can God allow this?"  We see war, evil, disease etc. and we say "This is the work of the devil!"  Is it?  Take the cockroach...in each case it is a human, but when the human provides what it needs and wants, it calls that good, when the cockroach suffers, it calls it evil.  This is what we do.  We cry out against what we see as evil.  We cheer what we see as good, and even the very religious will often wonder why God allows things to happen.

We simply cannot see, conceive or understand God's viewpoint.  This is what I believe to be the core message behind such sayings such as "Vengeance is mine, says the Lord"  or "Judge not, lest you be judged".  Things like the ultimate nature of good and evil are up to God, and we can only hold on and hope that God doesn't decide that its in our best interest to be stepped on.

Now, as to the Vanities...

Imagine a valley filled with ranches.  Field after field of them.  Each a large area of grass, each a safe place for the cattle.  Only natural disasters to fear, acts of God as it were.  They roam free, feed as they go and no nothing beyond the fences and the demands of their lives.  The Ranchers tend the cattle, feeding them in times of cold, providing the pastures for feeding in warm weather.  The Rancher breeds them, shelters them, brands them...and eventually they are slaughtered and eaten.

The Rancher doesn't hate them.  In fact, the Rancher could even be thought to have some affection for them.  After all, they in turn will feed the Rancher.

The Rancher is a Vanity.  Like the Rancher, the Vanity tends its herds (of humans) and nurtures them until they are taken in for slaughter and consumption.  When a Rancher loses a cow, he will go to great lengths to recover that cow.  So a Vanity will do also.  When  you are lost to a Vanity, that Vanity will make great efforts to recover you.

If you are addicted to drugs, of course they will come your way.  If it is sex that you desire...just turn on the tv or surf the net.  Money, power, politics?  All within easy reach when your Vanity wants you back.

Like the Rancher, the Vanity believes it is doing right.  It is providing a service...some even believe that they cull the herd and make the remaining cattle strong.

These are some of the things we discussed today....

Nothing heavy today.  I just went through my settings and enables comments for anybody that wishes to say something.

The post with no title

So

I know that this blog is rarely viewed but that is not important.  It is just a place for my words, whether or not they have any value to anyone but myself and my need to vent.

Anyway, self....

I am as I am....just as I am oh lord.

I can tell from the responses of those I deal with that I am creating tension.  I can see that some, those that respond a lot, think of me as too severe and intolerant.  I can see that.  I know what they see...to a degree...and I am, at once, ok with it and not ok with it.

The people pleasing part of me, the guy that could never hurt others, never wanted to fight, was never big, beautiful, rich or popular...that part cringes every time I post something that I think will offend or scare or disturb etc.

But there is another part.

That part once took part in ideas and activities that almost ruined me, almost killed me and almost cost me my soul.  I have been through some fire...though not as much fire as some I know.  I have suffered, yes.  I have watched people.

I see Christianity.  I feel the lash from the tongue of the Christian.  I watch as they divide and divide.  I see that they have lost the fight, that they have failed.  Christianity is too fragmented to do anything but bicker with itself.  I watch as Baha'i sells out, as Christians sell out.  I watch as Islam becomes something horrific, brutal and serves Abbadon.  I see that Judaism does nothing, nothing but move ever closer to secularism.  I see Samaratinism, Zoroastrianism, Sikh....going nowhere, doing nothing.

I see that there are a few of God's angels still struggling to bring help, compassion, love, to humanity.  I also see that it is a losing fight.

I see this thing called Urianism.

I see it's enormous potential.  I can see that it has the power to truly change the world.  A power that only Islam still has, but only the power to change the world for the worse.  I see, perhaps single mindedly, that Urianism could lift humanity to the angelic.

Because I see this, I am...shall we say....reluctant, to watch it be degraded and sell out.  Because of this, I can be harsh and severe.  I am, in matters of Spirit and Urianism, a black robe.

It is difficult for me to sit back and watch others try to bring the residue of paganism, humanism, angel worship etc., into the beautiful thing called Urianism.

I have read the work many times.  Lately I have really read it.  For by reading it aloud for the videos and eventual audio book, I have had to read every word.  No skimming, no skipping, no phase outs...truly read it.

It is in me now, no matter what happens to it or where it goes, it is in me.  My thoughts are shaped by its words.

However, it has been pointed out to me that we are so very small as a group.  So I tell you now self...that I will only post from the Elyon, not from my own words, from now on.

I will do the three things Spirit wants most right now.  Post community, post book, post video.

God, please be with me and comfort me.

Confusions, Cosmologies, Doubts, etc.

As I walk the path of Urianism, one of the things I have been asked to do is try to spread the message.  I have found that, while doing this, many people seem confused or confounded by some of the things in the Elyon.  I am not going to address these things since Victory is doing a great job of explaining things.

Rather I am just going to say this.

Its really not that complicated.

I know the book seems complex and full of layers.  It has much new information and other information presented in new ways.  However, this is not really that bad...and I will tell you why.

All you have to do is get up out of your computer chair, out of your recliner, off the couch etc and take a look at a few things...

Try reading a little about Gnosticism.
Take a look at the Quran.
Read a book on angeology.
Try the Sephir Yetzerah
Or even better, try the Book of Raziel.
If you want to read something truly complex, just pick up ANY hindu text.  But I would recommend the Bagavad Gita, its the most strait forward that I've read.
Thumb through one or two of the HUNDREDS of new age books out there...try one on crystals or aliens.

You think Urianism is complex?  Do you really?

Then you haven't really looked into anything...I mean it, ANYTHING.

I won't even go into Mormonism...........

The Asshole

I am fairly sure that nobody really reads this thing.  But that's ok, I really just use it to see my thoughts and wonder how proper or messed up they are.

So....

I'm an asshole.

Am I?  I am working on a spiritual path that demands authenticity.  This means that I have to be as honest with myself and God...about myself.  Whew!  That is easier said than done!

I am looking at things I post.  Things I remember having said and done in my past.  I am hearing things from people, things that were said about me in the past and are only now being told to me.  I am discovering a capacity to be just a great big asshole.

This changes things.

Cause if I'M the asshole, maybe those people who screwed me over in my past actually had good reason.  Maybe THEY were the victims, not me.

I've never been a big guy.  Only about 5'6 to 5'7...depending on my back and how compressed it is that day.  My job gives me strength, but nothing like a redneck or an athlete.  I've worn glasses since 3rd grade.  I've always thought of myself as the little guy with glasses that had to watch out for the assholes.

But now I'm discovering I am one myself.  Goodness.

There are more ways to be an asshole, than just a physical bully.  Even little guys like me can be assholes with sarcasm, jibes and veiled insults.  Emotions are much easier to play with than Kung Fu.  Being small and geeky, I've always relied on my wits to be safe and feel superior.

Authentically, I can say, I'm not much.  I'm like the town of Anatevka in the movie Fiddler on the Roof..."a little bit of this, a little bit of that"...but not a lot of anything.

Time for another personal inventory, with this new awareness of self to help me out.  Maybe some day I will get to where God wants me to be.

Nice thoughts rambler.

Quick rant, confusion reigns

Just a quick rant today.

I've spent some time wondering why Urianism doesn't seem to be catching on very well.  It has been slow going.  Sometimes I believe that people are just inherently lazy and don't want to entertain new ideas, let alone do the work necessary to grow.

So many people out there that want to be special.  They want to be angels in the flesh, psychic, genius, oracles etc.  but none of them want to actually put in the work necessary to become those things.

Kind of like the guy sitting at home, smoking his pot and lamenting about how he should be a doctor or rock star by now...but all he does is sit there.

Thats all today.

What a Urian is...and isn't

Just what is all this stuff anyway?  What do we mean when we say "Urian"?  How does one determine if they are Urian?

The Elyon tells us that "Urian" means "from heaven".  However, this is not to be taken literally.  Uriel, through the Elyon, is not telling us that we are angels.

No.

Many people in many religions and within the new age movement wish to think of themselves and call themselves angels.  Indeed, it is almost a fad.  It seems that people are so desperate to feel special that they will latch on to anything.

I am not an angel.  I am a Urian, but I'm not from heaven.  What I mean is, by being a Urian I am TRYING to become more like an angel.  Not special, not glorious, not the savior of mankind.

No.

I am trying to bring my will and life more into line with God's will.  I am striving to live by the principles laid out in the Elyon.  I am doing my best to make God the center of my life and live according to the 20 laws of Urianism.

This is what it means to be a Urian.

It means that I do the 7 devotions as often as I can, every day.   It means I believe that the Elyon is the path for me.  It means that I am working my way upward.

The Elyon tells us throughout, what a Urian should be.

The book is even more clear on what is NOT a Urian.  A Urian is not someone who has sex outside of marriage, especially adultry.  A urian does not promote a secular or hedonistic agenda.  A Urian does not believe that all religions are true.  A Urian....well, you get the picture, and can do your own reading, for the Elyon also tells you not to listen to what anyone would tell you about what is in the book, but to read it for yourself.

 I have included just a few passages from the book.  However, I must strongly urge....

I repeat, strongly urge, anyone who would call themselves Urian...to read THE WHOLE BOOK, before you decide to call yourself Urian.

Monologue 23
Urians are to strive to be like People From Heaven, and as
Children of the Most High (Psalm 82:6, Gal. 3:26-29), and this
instruction is sent to transform every soul and spirit of man into an
angel (a child of God) in the hour of resurrection, which is death to
matter and flesh, and birth into true spiritual existence. To be born
again of truth and spirit, is to become a living soul.

Monologue 36
In sincerely and faithfully adhering to what I
have given you, in accepting the truth of what I have revealed, in
doing the seven devotions daily, already you are on the road to the
angelic. Already you are a Urian; and, so long as you strive in the
Way of Spirit and Truth, you will remain one, and enter into the
Solar Heavens at the end of your days on earth.

Monologue 45
Urians are instructed to build bridges/relationships with
Zoroastrian, Jewish, Samaritan, Christian, Islamic, Sikh,
and Baha'i sects, rather than to war upon them.

Monologue 72
Urians should make license for those
whose view of God, cosmology, and/or the path to God is
different, as with the other forms of monotheisms, and yet, should
not compromise on core moral issues.

Three Robes and Three Pillars

I want to put my two cents into the ideas of white, grey and black robes/pillars.

It must be understood that the ideals of each pillar need to be viewed through two different lenses: firstly through the lens of Urianism as an isolated system, and secondly, in regards to the world outside of Urianism.

Within Urianism we have the idea of three approaches to life, politics and God.  I will sum it up briefly.

White robe/pillar...compassionate, merciful, diplomatic, loving.
Grey robe/pillar...balanced between mercy and severity, diplomacy and war.
Black robe/pillar...severe, militant, active.

There are many other words that could be applied here, but these will suffice for this discussion.  What must be understood here is that these definitions are applied within Urianism.  In other words, the white pillar is merciful in regards to the black pillar.

Outside of Urianism we have a different idea.  When comparing the white pillar in Urianism to the so called "liberal" side of the outside world, the white pillar shows up as conservative, somewhat severe and certainly NOT liberal.

Let me put it this way.  A white robe Urian may be able to show mercy and love to an adulterer...but would most certainly NOT tolerate them.  A white robed Urian would NOT promote promiscuity, adultery, abortion, homosexuality, secularism, humanism etc.  A white robe would promote rehabilitation, treatment, re-education before violence or punishment.  Nor would a true white robe Urian tolerate all religions.  To be Urian is to believe in only ONE GOD, and to believe that there are only a handful of acceptable religions in the world that believe the same.  A white robe would not, for example, support or promote or even tolerate Hinduism, Wicca or Satanism.

The main difference lies in the fact that the white robe may support exile or relocation, while a black robe would favor execution.  The grey robe would be a person who believes that each situation is different and should be evaluated on its own...something like, execution for repeat offenders but mercy for first timers.

Within the circle of Urianism, white robes may be thought of as "love and light", but in regards to the world they would be seen as severe and intolerant and would most certainly NOT be lumped in with what outsiders consider "love and light".

There is much more that can be said on this subject.  However, I will leave it for now and let others speak.

This entry is, at once, written specifically for one person, but should be heeded by all who would call themselves Urian.  Please remember that I am not perfect and much of this is my opinion.  However, it is based on the information contained within The Elyon and many years (in greater and lesser degrees) of training.

There are several points to make and I will list them first.

1. Urianism discourages the worship of angels.

2. In deciding to become a Urian, one may be tempted to take short cuts in training...especially if one has training in other systems.

3. In making the decision to become Urian (or even when converting to something else) you have severed the tie with the paradigm or beliefs that you once aligned your thoughts to, and this can cause problems if  not understood.

Point 1: Worship of Angels

I have noticed that a few people in our communities are focusing greatly on angels.  In some instances I believe that people are receiving something.  In others, I feel that there might be the element of trying to get attention and be perceived as "special".

The Elyon speaks clearly to the worship of angels, as follows:

In worshiping anything less than God, in creating an image to bow down before, in devoting yourself to angels or saints, you blaspheme everything that the Holy Spirit, the angels and the saints stand for, and in the process condemn yourself to spiritual rebirth.

Monologue 34

Only the Vanities care about such anthropomorphic distinctions, while the ascendant should know better; and all who turn to the worship of angels and saints, have by their actions only offended the very beings they have sought to venerate.

Monologue 4

Point 2: Shortcuts

The purpose of the priestly training in The Elyon is to create a person with an "Elyon trained consciousness".

When you have an Elyon trained consciousness, you become attuned to the frequency of the angel that spoke through the scribe and gave us the message.  Your interpretation of events, both external and internal, begin to align with the ideas given in the book.  This, as Urian numbers grow, gives more power and focus to those ideal and helps Urianism become more and more of an effective force in the world.  The training also helps focus you, the individual, to your pillar and order.  This helps to insure the cohesiveness of Urianism and goes a long way toward preventing divisions.  From the bible, when Jesus was accused of  using the power of the devil to drive out demons, we know that a divided house cannot stand.  This is why Christianity, Islam, Judaism etc. are failing and a new revelation was needed.

Let me make one thing clear.  The Elyon has been written/spoken and no further additions to the text are needed.  Anything else is merely commentary for assistance in understanding.  In biblical terms...the prophet has spoken and we do not need another prophet....in this case, a scribe....and the book tells us that it will be 1000 years (if things go right) before Urianism will see another scribe.
To the best of my ability, while I live, I will attempt to see that the teachings of The Elyon are not subverted or subject to division.
Therefore, I tend to take any communication from "angels" with a grain of salt.

Do not proceed with the 9th Degree unless you have fully

accomplished Degrees 1-7. In skipping the basic training you will

find yourself opened to self-deception and demonic delusions.

Monologue 56

Point 3: Changing Paradigms

This is a most important point.  I have seen it at work with everyone who finds their way to this path.  Even when they do not fully embrace it.

When you have read The Elyon or listened to the audio versions, you have been given information that you cannot unlearn.  It is now a part of your consciousness and will forever color your thinking.  Even if you consciously reject it, your spirit within has the information and may choose to cast you off as a worn out old garment when you finally die.  And we will all die.

When you came to us, you had attached to you, a cord or string or tentacle...call it what you will...that connected you to the collective that most closely mirrored your thoughts and feelings.  This is your puppet master, the over-mind, the god of your heart.

For many of us, when we made the decision to follow this path, there was resistance.  Resistance in our hearts, minds, friends, families, etc.  This is because you were attuned to a particular paradigm or system of ideas and beliefs.  When you made the decision to change, that paradigm (over-mind) resisted.  In The Elyon, there are illustrations at the back that show this.  The connection with your paradigm was severed and a new connection with a new paradigm was forged.

However, you brought with you many things that did not fit within the new paradigm.  Ideas, thoughts, judgments, beliefs, feelings, loves, hates...etc.

There then follows a period I call "The Fire".

This is the period when your old world wants you back and your new world wants to keep you.  This is a fight, and it is a fight for your spirit and soul.  Therefore it is one of the most important and difficult fights you can have in your entire life.  For the outcome will determine where you go in death.

For me, I went through a ritualized process.  I burned all the things associated with my old path and dedicated myself to this path.  It was not easy.  Many of the things I had, did not just leave.  I still had my old filters and all my old desires and wants.  The old world constantly tried to get me back, in the form of dreams, friends and family trying to talk me out of it and speaking against my new path.  I cannot convey, with simple typed words, the emotional pain and upheaval I went through during this phase, a phase that lasted several years.

Many of you, right now, have thoughts, ideas, feelings...that you do not want to get rid of.  You have a way you believe the universe works and what God is, etc.  Adopting the thinking, the paradigm of The Elyon will not be easy.

I say again, it will not be easy...even if you read and fully accept what you read.

The old world, the old paradigm, the old master...will want you back and your life will not get better, it may even get harder.  For Urianism teaches us that there is no magic pill, no quick prayer, no instant one time salvation.  Urianism teaches us that the bad guys can win and that our salvation is an ongoing process.

Urianism is not for the faint of heart.  It is a path for those who would cast off old ideas that keep us chained on the wheel of reincarnation.  But nothing of value comes without cost.  It must be worked for.  Uriel tells us, that in any given generation, only 1% of 1% reach a place where they get out of this prison we call our universe.

What percent do you want to be?

What does Urianism have to offer?

So I begin tonight with a new thread idea.  That of moving away from accusation and blaming behavior to witnessing for Urianism.  I will work on focusing not on how I think other systems have failed, but what Urianism can do to help us all succeed.

This first one will be short, since I'm also trying to learn how to say things more clearly and simply instead of rambling.

Urianism offers many things, but tonight I will speak about the 20 laws.

The 20 laws give us clear guidelines on how to live.  Its that simple.  They cover some things that I believe were left out of the 10 commandments because they just were not that big a part of the culture at the time.

For example...

Abortion.  Touchy subject I know.  Abortion is forbidden except in cases of rape and incest and extreme danger to the mother.  Why?  It is simple.  Killing an unborn or partially born baby is not the behavior of responsible people.  Abortion should not be used as emergency birth control for people who are without the ability to control themselves or use actual birth control methods.

They say that a woman's body is her own.  If that is true, what about the infant?  Isn't the infant's body his/her own?  Doesn't it follow that if the woman has the right to determine what happens to her body that the infant has the same right as well?

Simply, abortion for reasons other than rape or incest is a selfish and irresponsible act.

In a Urian nation, no spirit needs fear being aborted simply to please the whims of the mother.  In a Urian nation, governed by the 20 laws, children would be born into the life of a married man and woman.

That's it for tonight, just a beginning....